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Friday,June 23,2006
2.48am

waah.... i sho sleepy nw lei.... hahas.... frm todae onwards, i wil start blogging again.. (cosh mani ppl ask mi blog...) lol... (-_-").... yesterday until todae i haben sleep yet... haiis.. cosh i scare if sleep liao cant wake up ma... cosh i meeting my ys n lene.... damn farking sleepy... heheex.... morning 10+ i go 888plaza mit them... actualli i was meeting them at 11.15am de.... but i am too bored and i was wishing to mit ys and tok to her face to face... so i cant wait le.... i rush there at 10am.... reach there at around 10.15am.... dehn i sms lene jie... sae i reach liao.... wah seh... lene jie also v fast lei... 1st tym i see her wake so early den eyes nt sleepy de lei... (^^) she sms mi back and asked mi wher am ii... ii tel her ii at pizzahut outside.... after i sms her abt 5 mins, she reach ler....

after she reached, she asked mi to follow her.... tt tym her face v serious lei.... make mi v scare lor... ii follow her until a bike shop outside dehn continue follow until 1 round.... back to the same place i was sitting and waiting fer them jus nw.... siian tiao.... haiis.... when i saw ys i v happie, but she look v sad and look lyk dun wanna tok to mi.... sobbs... i v sad.... where gort jie like tt treat di de??.... ke shi bu dao 3mins she cry.... waaah... i scare ppl cry and i think all guys also wil be the same as mi de bah... scare gal cry!!... she cry le... i dunno hw to an weicosh i dunno hw to an wei ppl.... sobbs... onli can see her cry le.... i am v lousy.... wat i can do is onli sit there see her cry... i cant do anything to stop her frm crying.... makes mi feel uselesss.... haiis..... dehn lene give mi a lunchbox... inside all ish cookies made frm ys de.... ii v happie when i get tt... but after awhile lene and her go take taxi..... cosh ys gort v big problem needa to settle... and i cant say wats tt problem cosh i dunno can sae anot.... but hor.. todae de taxi v slow de lei.... lene and ys wait fer abt 10-15mins... dehn i followed far far behind and hiding at a place where they cant see mi de and look at wat they doin...(ii don dare tuh let them see mi.. cos ys crying..) waaah... finally taxi come... i v sad liao... onli can see her face abt few mins onli.. i nvr an wei her when she cry... kns... i realli hopeless... no wonder ppl say mi stupid.... haiis....

i v siian when she go.. but she gort things to settle... i cant do anything ma... i useless ma.... haiis.... after she go, lene jie called mi... she ask mi where am i... (#_#)... i was jus beside her and she ask mi where am i wor.... she v pro sia.... dehn she pei mi go bus stop tuh wait fer bus.... when waiting fer bus... she told mi story abt whye ys cry....dehn i listen listen listen.... i listen until wanna kill ppl.... but i cant... singapore kill ppl is like killing urself.... so no choice.... i onli can listen.... bus come le... i g2g le.... haiis.... cant hear more story le.... cant tok to lene jie le... buai buai lene jie.... dehn i go up bus.... reached cwp le.... i go find my bros.. jeremy bdae today.... i tried to be happie when i go celebrate wit him.... cosh his my bro, his bdae.... cant sad sad... although my heart realli pain abt ys... but also cant sad sad.... we go sentosa celebrate... heheez... wah seh.. sentosa lei.. i 1st tym go onli.... i reached there... immediatly i take out the sandwhich yue wei mamie brought for mi de... dehn i and yue wei mamie eac ppl take 1 piece of sandwhich lai eat.... heheex... after eating the sandwhich, i eat cookies... made frm ys de.... waahhh...!!! sentosa v big fark lei.... all things big big de... see liao also scare i lost there.... LoL.... dehn we go there de beach play all those game like volly ball... and mani la... lol... play play until they wan play water i stop and sit dwn there... cosh i dun wan play water... too mani scar behind my back... kns.... summore so mani gals... wait they ask mani Qns, i dunno hw to ans liao....dehn they play thiers i sit there takeaire thier bags.... and also at the same time waiting fer ys and lene sms.... cosh i realli scare sumthin might happen to ys lor.... lene also feel the same as mi.... haiis... dehn after playing... we all go wash up... wash up le... we go marina eat steamboat... wah... kns... i no $$... dehn they treat mi again.... sobs.... everytime like tt... i v ps de lei... haiis... after eating we go hm le.... den nw i am here... bloggning...

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hahas.... frm todae onwards... ii wont blog animore.... last tym ii blog ish cosh orf a gal.... she asked mi to blog... tt tym she told mi tt she like mi.... dehn i try to like her back.... but she everytime tell mi abt her ex.... so i v dulan... dehn dun contact her anumore le.... but nw i realise tt... tt was jus a stupid forcing love..... so i give up... actualli i wanna use her to forget my 2 ex de.... but it seems tt... i like my 2 ex stead more.... i am v stupid.... for wat i love them so much??... haiis.... no chioce.... my feeling control mi.....

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haiis...nw dehn i realise dhat sum1 hu do realli care abt mi ish v important.... i hav so mani friends so mani gans.... but the ones tt realli care abt ish my gan mamie(chanil and yue wei) ,my bros(eric,danny,titus...) and my emilene jie.... i hav 30++ gan jie but none orf them care for mi nw.... they jus name mi as thier gan di and throw mi aside.... i walk my way they way their way.... i hav so mani friends around mi... but when i get into trouble and realli needa help.... nobodys care abt mi.... i jus knw a gal named yick.... she wan mi b her gan di.... i am her gan di nw...but i hope she wil treat mi well and dun jus go away like any other gan jie(excepte lene).... i nvr even tot orf having a gan mei or a gan di.... i dun wan gan di cosh i aready hav my own blood di di liao... i dun wan gan mei cosh i dunno hw to tc ppl... and i dun wanna be lyke my other jie.... say wanna tc mi if i be their gan di.... kns...they dun meant wat they say de.... i dun wanna be like dhem jus anyhw ask ppl be my gan mei and put aside..... tt tym..my friend played a prank sms wit all my friends.... my friend prank them say i in hospital cosh orf a serous injury.... he sms mani ppl... but the ones reply are stil the same.... onli my bros,chanil,yue wei and some orf my ex stead.... it was jus a prank and they are so worry for mi.... i v happie lorh.... some orf my bros even wanna go take taxi to come find mi liao.... but wheres ish my jie and friends??... they jus at home sleep or sum even sms back..dun play larh..wu liao.... although ish a prank sms.. but they look lyke they hackcare.... if the sms ish real i think they wil be stil the same de.... as mani bros tel mi... nth ish foreva de.... love ish nort foreva de marh.... whye some ppl jus lyke to keep saying they love.....foreva???... dehn if the guy dun wanna stead wit the gal.... cosh he knws tt love ish nort foreva de.... he dun wanna hurt tt guy wit his own hands.... but the gal keep saying.. i wont give up eu de.... to mi v lame lor.... eu knw i dun wanna be wit eu cosh i dun wanna hurt eu but eu still keep thinking tt miracle will happen???... dun waste time le la.... nw eu say love mi, when stead liao sure mani prob dehn eu say hate mi.... nw tis world v wat de lorh.... everything ish abt money and looks..... as fer example... when i hav money to spend.... all my friends ask mi out.... but when i am broke... they jus hackcare mi.... gals are almost the same la...(nort all).. when i hav the look and i hav money wit mi... they wil keep asking eu out and ask eu accompany her go here go there.... but when they found sum1 nicer looking and ricer dehn mi.... they wil be lyke a group orf cats chasing after new food liao lor.... life ish actualli so meaningful... but if witout sum1 hu cares for eu.... i dunno wat to say liao....

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i wont be blogging until i happy... i wont contact muai lover, i dun wan frm love become hate...

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Thursday,May 18,2006...
9:48pm....

ermm..... yesterday midnight v fun..... after blogging.... lol..... i go out wit tidus.... dehn we at 1st plan to walk to cwp and see mac gt open anot..... but when we walk until 178 bus stop... i saw a bicycle..... dehn i plan to pull out the chain.... but ii see the bike properly.... eeeeeeeeeeeeee.... the chain is like tt kind of key chain lyke tt lor.... eu jus hav to use strengh to turn turn turn can liao.... lol..... i opened it... and we run off wit tt bike.... nort actuali run la.... but ish walk v fast.... cosh after the 1st bike kena stolen by me and tidus..... we sae...."1 bike cant 2 ppl ride,nort fun...mus hav 2 bike"... heheex.... dehn we starting to search for more bike liao..... we targeted mani.... but b'cos orf my hand is v pain... so we give up in mani orf the bike we targeted.... but we cant find any target tt ish easy to be steal.... dehn we walk walk walk and look for things like hammer or wat lor.... heheex.... but walk until blk 515 de bball court le.... stil cant find..... but nvm.... there gt coffee shop.... dehn we eat there... geez.... eat liao.... we continue to find..... we find find... until we found bamboo stick..(hang cloths tt kind de).... lol..... dehn i jus take and play wit it..... but suddenlli gort police car drive pass us... kns... scary..... when we saw tt red blue light car..(police car)... i walk like innocent.. but hand carry the bamboo stick..... lol.... lucky he nvr saw.... whew..... phew.... so we continue to hunt for bike.... dehn at another bus stop.... around 888 plaza there.... tidus saw mani bike there.... when we walking on the way there.... i saw the bike.... red colour de.... the lock of the bike v funni..... dehn i try to look and concentrate..... heheex.... i notice tt the owner orf tt bike ish v stupiid lor.... he lock the bike de chair.... kns..... the lock is jus like hook it over the bike lor..... when i take out the bike frm the lock.... tidus laugh until he stamoch pain until siao..... LoL.....dehn after we gort each other a lousy bike.... we ride anyhw anywhere liao... kns..... but the tym almost up to mie liao... cosh i hav to reach hm by 6am..... dehn we sit at blk 1 playground and tok abt wat happened.... geez..... dehn we go hm liao.... i bath le..... dehn wanna play maple.... dehn the alvin sms me and tel mie he wil be cumin to muai hs.... hahas... dehn he come le.... come liao we chat awhile.... kok hao called him and tel him to bring me go find him... cosh kok hao gort cigg.... lol.... lame..... dehn me and alvin find kok hao liao.... i pei them smoke 1 stick dehn we go sch.... todae sch v siian... but when morning assembly.... the same old pattern happen.... i go to toilet hide in the morning for the whole morning assembly.... lol..... cosh of muai hair... i scare kena catch.... dehn after morning assembly i go back class.... but nth to do de.... for the whole dae orf sch... ish jus slp and slp for me.... lol.... dehn after sch... i go hm slp again.... until nw lor... i online msn n chat wit my jie jie..(emilene frm woodgrove sec)..hehex.... we chat until v happie... end.....

_chris-

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Thursday,May 18,2006...
12:40am....

geezz..... todae morning..... ii sleep at 5.30am.... dehn i haben realli sleep,alvin come muai hs knock on my window.... at 1st i tot ish muai mum or muai bro..... dehn i shout (let mie sleep 5 more mins larh...) he knock mani tyms.... dehn i shout mani tyms oso..... suddenlli i heard sum1 called muai name.... i woke up.... i saw a shadow.... sum1 outside muai window..... i was lyke kns..... i open the window.... i saw alvin.... so i let hiim in.... he come muai hs play computer.... dehn i wash up prepare for sch..... dehn i ask hiim whye come muai hs.... he sae he wan mie pei hiim gho smoke.... ok lor.... we gho smoke lor... afetr smoke... we gho sch.... i hide in toilet when morning assembly tym.... hide liao... i go class..... todae muai class lyke sleepin tym lyke tt lor.... all slp slp slp.... heheeex.... but onli ii slp gort ppl disturb..... shermane gho beat mie and disturb muai hair... dehn others go bang muai table and pull muai chair.... LoL.... ii kena bully lei... heheex.... but nvm.... i use to it liao.... after sch i go 137 slack awhile n go hm... go hm le.... i slp slp until half.... zhi ting cum my hs.... she wanna play com... ii let her play lor... i slp.... lyke tt lor.... dehn she gho hm liao... i slp until nw...heheex

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Tuesday,May 16,2006
7:08 PM...afternoon...

tis few daes i onli stay at hm do nth.... the onli thingy i do is plae maple n slp.... i nvr even gho sch for 2 daes.... cos of fever..... lol.... my pattern also will sick de wor.... nth special thingy or important thingy happend.... hahas....

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